Amar namaz shekhar golpo - ektu deri te holeo alhamdulillah

Bhai, amar ekta confession ache. Ami university te utha prothom 2 bochor namaz thik moto portam na, khub lojja hoy bolte. Rajshahi te hostel e thaktam, friends ra boltam "pore porbo", ar ei kore din chole jeto. Ekdin ammu phone e kandlen, bollen "baba tui ki namaz poros?" Sei raat ghum hoy ni. Porer din fajr er azan shune uthalam, wudu korlam, ar YouTube e namaz er niyom dekhte boshlam properly. Prothom prothom sura ar dua gulo golmal hoye jeto, kintu ekjon senior bhai amake help korlo. Ekhon alhamdulillah 1.5 bochor dhore miss hoy na, inshallah erokom thakbe. Apnader moddhe jara ekhono shuru korenni, bujhi life busy, but ekbar try koren. Chhoto chhoto step e start koren, Allah raasta shorol kore diben 🤲